Forgivemas

I forgive myself for not emptying the dishwasher for 6 days and instead hand washing the same cup ten times.

I forgive myself that an internal “oh fuck off” is my first reaction when strangers want to interact.

I forgive myself for always having holes in my socks.

I forgive myself for wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I forgive myself for only eating sugar and fried things for the last few days.

I forgive myself for always wanting to tell people facts, I just get too excited.

I forgive myself for spending so much time on little creative things.

I forgive myself for wearing pajamas to work on Thursday because I was so hungover from the Christmas party (no one noticed).

I forgive myself for spending all my money on rent, who needs savings anyway.

I forgive myself for being selfish about spending my energy.

I forgive myself for basing today’s clothes on how hot/cold I felt yesterday rather than on what the weather is like today.

I forgive myself for wishing that the world was a different place, because I really fucking wish it was.

I forgive myself for being 28 and not being able to spell (definatly, restrant, dosnet)

I forgive myself for drinking too much coffee.

I forgive myself for not giving in when it matters to me.